I'm sick of being swamped with schoolwork, which is why I'm glad that I only have 3 weeks left. I have to go talk to my councilor about taking classes at Macomb either in the Spring or the Summer so that I can get some cheap, quick credits in.
My parents have been getting worse with each day. Now my dad is losing weight and is only just now starting to eat somewhat normally again. I guess he was starving himself for whatever reason. He's always yelling at everyone because nobody will give him money to go get vodka. I really don't know how he can live with himself. Shouldn't he feel some inkling of shame? He hasn't worked a day in his life for about 12 years, he drinks, he smokes, he yells at my mom, and all of his kids seem to hate him (including my half-sisters and especially my half-brother.)
With the nice weather I've been finding it really hard to get anything accomplished homework-wise. I always end up sitting in my backyard just enjoying the sun and looking up at the clouds. It's the only place I can get any peace at my house and I'm really grateful for Spring, this year.
With all of the friends I've made this year, I truly hope that I'll get to see some of them after we get out of school for the summer. And I NEED to start seeing some of my old friends again! C'mon, assholes! Let's quit being so distant!
Current Location: Probably outside.
Current Mood: grateful
Current Music: Sean Lennon - Parachute